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bahh
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May. 17th, 2009 @ 03:20 pm
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is the most boring job ever.
im sick. and tired. and sick and tired of workin here.
john needs to answer his phone and come work for me before i throw up in the back again.
bleghhhhhhh. |
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well
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Apr. 26th, 2009 @ 12:24 pm
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Like I thought, I was crazy. Everythings cool, for now.
Anyways, so last night meg and I were bored and decided to hang out with these asian guys, bam and dom, we met at a party a few weeks back.
So we call them up, and head to their house downtown. Then I proceeded to take about 8 shots of vodka, mind you I don't drink hard alcohol. So then dom tells us there's a party in chula vista and then a dance thing in mission valley... we decide to go naturally. So we get to chula and its a fucking mansion... like... crazy mansion, bunch of djs and shit tons of people. It was siiiiiick, while there I drank a third of a bottle of tequilla, and stole a bottle of tequilla... so sweaty and tired (from dancing of course) we head to mission valley. We get there, and its an f-ing rave . So some guy we took from the first pparty gets us all in free with no ids.. And we drink our last bottle of tequilla... so then, im thirsty, and feeling a bit drunk. So I go up to the "bar" and order beers, he gives me beer, I give him $4. While in line some brazillian guy named phillipe decided he was in love with me, and would let go of my hang, bought me another 2 beers, and once I was done getting beers out of him meg told him I was her girl friend and pulled me away. So I drank the 4 beers, and then bam bought me one... idk I ended up with 9ish at the end of the night... so needless to say, we were hammered, and then we had some complications with leaving and finding people so we got home at like 7am. I had to be here (work) at 11. I hate my life right now. I feel like shit im tired, hell I was still drunk when I woke up... worst hang over EVER but... honestly it was worth it. Crazy night.fuck yeah. |
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i hate this.
met a new guy blablabla things have been amazing the past month or so. he makes me feel... perfect. we get along famously, whatever.
so last nigh ti dropped him off at the tower bar cuz he had a show.. he was gonna call me after, we were gonna spend the night at his house, go to the beach in the morning, then work at 4.
so i get home, pass out at like 10. whoops. but i woke up, no missed call. (from any random number, he doesnt have a phone right now..) so oi start getting ready for the beach, assuming he'd call, no call. i go to the beach all day with meg., met up with roxxy and mariah and go home, change get to work.
hes not there.
so i ask diego why he was covering his shift and he says that chris called him and offered to pay him $70 if he'd work for him cuz he really didnt wanna go to work.
then, hours later, a few friends come in and go "dude we just saw your dude at laffeyette" (granted i dont know these chicks that well, so they would have no way of knowing he was "my dude" unless he told them.. which is kind of a good sign.) so i was like "really...? what was he doing?" "being really drunk and swimming" they said, "he told us you were working and we should visit you, so here we are" so i hooked them up with free pizza, and they were on their way.
went through my whole shift waiting for a call... and a bottle of jameson later, still nothing.
so my girl mind is freakign out. since we started dating, we havent gone a day without talking, he'll at least call and check in or something if we're not hanging out...
and its probably nothing. he was drunk, he doesnt have a phone, and being drunk he probably doesnt have my number on him to call from another phone... and obviously he wasnt trying to hide anyhing, if he told my friends to come to luigis and see me, and apparently told them we were dating or something... but its still freaking me out... i need to go out, do something, before i go insane.
GAH. i just hope this isnt too good to be true. but, knowing my life, im sure it is.
blablabla
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Apr. 10th, 2009 @ 03:05 pm
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so bored.
81 days till im 21.
omg hurry |
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i need to change my diet.
the only thing that fills me up these days is nasty fast food.
i ate 3 sandwiches at work today. healthy, homemade, good. i was still starving when i got home.
i made a tuna sandwich, nothin.
i ate a whopper, FULL.
eeak. i think its a bad sign.
but anyways, fuck yeah whopper wednesdays, and hurry up chris.
Apr. 9th, 2009 @ 12:06 am
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i win.
a few recent convos between me and kev, i felt were worth sharing.
this was a few weeks ago.
nevaantiquated: we should probably talk or something.
nevaantiquated: cuz i want to comfortably see my friends
nevaantiquated: p.s.-it's 4:20
mollyduh: No reason for you to be uncomfortable.
nevaantiquated: well i'm uncomfortable when i feel tension with in you being short, and bummy with me.
nevaantiquated: i don't have a problem. at all. it's just a dumb situation.
nevaantiquated: i feel that you DO have a problem even when you say you don't
nevaantiquated: so i just wanna know
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mollyduh: You didn't do anything, and I don't have a problem. I've just been happier since you haven't been around. Im sure you've been happier too. That's not to say Im never going to see you again, we have the same friends, it impossible. I just don't plan on going out of my way to see you, if I see you. No big.
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nevaantiquated: so how does that go hand in hand with you being all weird to me when i came over? it doesn't make sense. you need to just say it how it is. and this time i think you got a little closer. there is something that bugs you. i'm not stupid. at all. and i would like to see you here and there, but it makes me not wanna come over when all i get is negative vibes from you now.
mollyduh: Of course im gonna be weird, I said, I prefer to not see you. i dont know how many times i have to tell you that i want you out of my life. But im not saying you can't come over, and im not being a bitch when you do, but im not gonna fake nice to you so that you feel better.
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nevaantiquated: okay well we'll see. i feel i didn't acomplish much by messaging you. but i'm sure i'll see you soon. have a good day.
so then there was this one today on myspace: (he left me a comment, so i messaged him to tell him not to do that..)
Me: But really. Knock it off with the myspace shenanigans....
HIm:pssshhh.. what are friends for?! man. mean girl. too cool for school. good to hear from you!!!! :) hope all's well!
Sincerely, Kevin
Me: That's funny, I didn't know we were friends!! Who knew?!
Toodles.
Him: I meant on myspace. BUT....try not to be such a bitch. I'm not a dick.
p.s.-were you not my friend when you asked what i was "doing tomorrow" the other day? weird! i'm sure one day you'll swallow and/or throw up this tension lump in your throat.
bye. ;)
Me:don't remember that. Oh well. Yep, tension. Totally it. must be nice being so smart all the time.
Him: you can bag on me about ANYTHING else. but don't EVER fuckin comment about how smart i am. I didn't say anything to trigger that. FUCK your attitude about this. Sorry for "using" you...grow the FUCK up. I don't wanna start saying things that will actually hurt you. so zip it the fuck up.
Me:Hahahahaha K.
Byeee!
and then this was on AIM a few hours later, when his panties were still in just the biggest bunch. ------------------------------- 11:15 pm ------------------------------- nevaantiquated: Where do you get off being so fucking mean? nevaantiquated: god damn ------------------------------- 11:19 pm ------------------------------- nevaantiquated: I can't fuckin believe you. You just turn around one day and decide to be a total bitch because you're all punk rock again or something. fuck that. nevaantiquated: i thought for some reason you were an adult. nevaantiquated: I was totally down to be "cool" wth you. but since you get new dick you obviously have to have hate for me right? mollyduh: Haha, wow. nevaantiquated: are you amazed by something? mollyduh: Yes. nevaantiquated: what would that be? mollyduh: You're accusations, for one. and how much this bothers you, among other things... mollyduh: I told you I was happier with you out of my life, and for some reason my absence is taken as bitchyness. nevaantiquated: no nevaantiquated: you being a bitch is taken as bitchyness nevaantiquated: at least be civil nevaantiquated: FUCK mollyduh: Any communication between us has been initiated by you. mollyduh: I've just been nice enough to respond half the time. ( <-that was my favorite part)nevaantiquated: i was just commenting cuz i leave random ass comments ALL the time on EVERYONE's page. nevaantiquated: well that's very nice of you nevaantiquated: thank you nevaantiquated: and it bothers me because i didn't fuckin do anything (that i know of) nevaantiquated: and every time i asked you would just be really rad and say "no, there's no problem. i don't have a problem." don't fuckin lie. nevaantiquated: and don't ever fuckin make fun of my smarts again ------------------------------- 11:32 pm ------------------------------- nevaantiquated: anyway. maybe in a year or 2 you'll grow a pair and just be the fuckin rad, down-ass bitch you were when i met you. we'll see. bye and sorry for bothering you. you'll never be hearing from me again. mollyduh: Im the same girl, we just have a different relation ship. mollyduh: And thanks, I appreciate it. mollyduh: Bye!! nevaantiquated: see you're being a bitch again. nevaantiquated: fuck you. sincerely.
HAHAHAHHA!!! aw kev, he cant seam to grasp the fact that someone doesnt get along with him. that fact that i dislike him, based mainly on the fact that, hes really not that cool, not that fun, and needs to grow the fuck up, makes him crazy.
and i LOVE that im the one that needs to "grow up", when HES the one posting endless myspace blogs and bulletins about me, and... hes the one that wants to talk.... over AIM and myspace.
haha, anyways. im camping with chris this weekend. <3
Apr. 3rd, 2009 @ 02:59 am
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ive got myself into a little predicament..
i dont know why i cant let my life remain simple.
i guess simple isnt exciting enough. well, i KNOW it isnt.
oh Molly...
Mar. 24th, 2009 @ 12:33 am
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behind my house is the crawford football field.
and when the kids arent there playing sports, i usually walk my dog there.
so im there earlier, and some big black asshole walks up to me.....
(he sounded jamaican)
Him: excuse me! you can not walk your dog here.
Me: excuse me?
Him: i am a coach here, and all you people come here with your dogs and let them poop everywhere and dont clean it up. and this is a park for children, not for dogs.
Me: thats funny, i dont see any kids here...
Him: the children are stepping in the poop.
Me: do you see the bag in my hand?! i have every intention to pick up after my dog if she leaves anything behind.
Him: yes but not everybody does, and this is not a dog park.
Me: can you show me the sign that says "no dogs"? or even a "no tresspassing" sign? oh wait.. there arent any... and wait, did you say you were a cop?
Him: i am a coach here and-
Me: - and that means i dont have to listen to you.
Him: i will call the police!! young lady remove your dog from this park!
Me: you go ahead and call the cops. you tell them that some trouble maker was walking her dog, on a leash, in an area with absolutely no postings whatsoever saying its illegal, with a bag in hand for the dogs droppings. you go ahead, ill wait here.
Him: i do not understand why you are being difficult!!! you must leave the park!!! (he was SCREAAAMINGGGG)
Me: first of all, you have no authority here. lastly, ill stop coming here with my dog as soon as there is a sign on that gate telling me i cant bring her. have a nice day.
and walked away.
must suck being defeated by a 95lb white girl.
some other guy walked in with his dog during the argument, and gave me a high five on the way out.
Feb. 24th, 2009 @ 03:22 pm
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im just not good enough
or...
im just not her
Jan. 26th, 2009 @ 02:52 am
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im mad because you pretend i dont exist.
im sad because i love you.
im tired because you keep me up.
im sick because i cant take care of myself.
im happy because i drink.
im stupid for thinking you cared.
im jealous because you answer them.
im ridiculous for caring so much.
im alone because i dropped it all for you.
im annoyed by my lack of self control.
im a push over, because when you call, ill be there.
im disappointed by your actions.
im intrigued by your charisma.
im confused, what's going on?
im terrified that i'll have to do this on my own.
im stubborn for keeping it all in.
im appalled by your lack of consideration.
im disgusted by your smile.
im depressed because you made me so happy.
im drunk every time i see you.
im insignificant compared to them.
im a fucking wreck.
im pregnant.
fuck. you.
im safe up high, nothing can touch me. but why do i feel this partys over?
no pain, inside. you were like perfection. but how do i feel this good sober?
i dont wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning. cuz im the only you know in the world that wont be home.
the sun is blinding. i stayed up again. and thats not the way i want my story to end.
i have heard myself cry. never again.
Jan. 13th, 2009 @ 02:31 am
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myself sick.
Dec. 30th, 2008 @ 11:04 pm
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let me tell ya a little something about 4runners....
NEVER BUY ONE.
first your catalytic converter will get stolen, then your thermostat will need to be replaced, followed by both your top and bottom radiator hoses AND a new water pump. oh and THEN you transmission will start slipping RIGHT before your brakes go out, so you can look forward to new pads rotors drums and shoes.... after of course you replace your master cylinder. AND your brakes STILL wont be fixed... so you get to drive around without power brakes.
if you cant tell, im bitter. and this is weekend #6 in a row that im stuck in vista, waiting for my car to be "fixed".
Nov. 29th, 2008 @ 01:04 pm
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well, i forced kevin into telling me everything. which was difficult. (to do and to hear) BUT we talked and decided to spend less time together and see if that solves the problem.
if not then guess who's gonna be single again?
ill give you a hint.
me.
and iu dont really know how i feel about it.
kevin has been AMAZING. deffinately the most "perfect" guy ive ever dated. caring, funny, smart, the whole package. and obviously, if shit doesnt work out, its gonna break my little heart.
but on the other hand.... i wasnt really looking for a boyfriend, and kevin just kinda.. came out of no where. one minutes i was enjoying my FINALLY single liefstyle and then i met kevin and three days later hes my boyfriend, and living with me.
so as sad as ill be, i guess i can go back to MY life, and not have to worry about anyone else.
and move to seattle, as planned.
BUT who knows. maybe shit will work out. and ill live happily ever after.
BAHAhahahahAHAhaha.
right. with my luck?
pshhhhhh ahahahahaha
Oct. 16th, 2008 @ 02:35 pm
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Im bored
and i like margaritas.
Oct. 4th, 2008 @ 11:26 pm
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i met a boy.
here it goes again.
Sep. 7th, 2008 @ 02:36 pm
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its been over three years.
super mega fast update.
i am no longer 17
i no longer do meth
i am no longer punk
i live on my own
i am still more awesome than you
i no longer have pink hair... i know, i know. weird, right? (see figure A)
i deliver pizza
i am an alcoholic.
i drive a 4runner
i am single
i am bi
i love my friends, wu-tang, hello kitty, my family, and hannah montana ( not neccesarilly in that order)
i am still friends with a lot of the same people
i have met new awesome people
i love fun
i am still equally as confused, only now i tend to suck others down with me. my bad.
and, i still cant type for shit.
FIgure A:
as a follow up to the last entry i wrote, i never did go to court, got a bench warrant, then turned 18 and everything went bye bye. Hooray for a clean record!
anyways, im genuinely happy these days, cant really complain about much. july was the worst month of my life, but things have been lookin up since then. my love life is shit, but i guess thats just karma kickin my ass. i still smoke. DUH! and have continued to keep everyone i know smoking, and get others started as well. some people call me a bad person. but hey, just because im killing everyone slowly, make crude jokes, dont care about peoples feelings, and think indian people dont have any fun... doesnt mean im bad. it just means you hate fun.
and i love fun.
Sep. 5th, 2008 @ 11:52 am
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CAMERA WHORES!!!!!!
Oct. 31st, 2004 @ 09:15 am
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umm pictures....
umm yeah theese are liek all of me.. lol
WIG TIME
hatsssss
im wearing a dress
i love geoff rowley
Sep. 7th, 2004 @ 11:13 pm
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RIP
i love you rawr =(
MER
Jul. 10th, 2004 @ 06:16 pm
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